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It's been so long and I've done much introspection today to make me want to drop my wiimote, get my Macbook, login to live journal and update. (i put in the brand names for a purpose)
I've been using the mac for almost a year now and i would say that i love it. i love it more than windows now, although I've never really loved windows. i always felt i had to work on her so much to make her work properly. i even put on make up all the time to make her beautiful. Mac though, comes out of the box fully functional and ready for my love. And although i sorta abused her, she only had a fit with me once. unlike my previous computer.
ok so introspection. i don't know how to write anymore, although i've never really had, but i'd like to think i did. it builds up my self-esteem. i believe i progressed in my life in terms of achieving my goals. i now have money. no sorry, i had money before, but now i can buy things. i can buy things that i want. i can just get my card, swipe it somewhere and they hand me back my shiny baubles. it was a magical thing. i felt my buying muscles growing as i kept swiping. it was addicting, and bad. now, i'm back to where i started. being poor.
I work 7 days a week for two jobs, and due to my status as a non-immigrant worker, my salary is nothing to boast of. i'm paying for loans i acquired from my frenzy of independence and consumer prowess. i have learned my lesson. i stifled back my complaints and carried my load silently. but in my heart the pain is taking root to make me remember.
I'm almost out of it now, and with new grander goals, i have the knowledge from my problems to help me reach it. I'm managing things better and with a steadier hand. i have new friends that help me and a simpler life to lead. I needed to drop a lot of baggage, but I would say things are better.
I'm programming for this software company, and at the same time, helping my friends give birth to a another company. my numbers are looking better and i'm spending my time like it's worth something. So hello friends! i think i'm back. someone welcome me.
I've been using the mac for almost a year now and i would say that i love it. i love it more than windows now, although I've never really loved windows. i always felt i had to work on her so much to make her work properly. i even put on make up all the time to make her beautiful. Mac though, comes out of the box fully functional and ready for my love. And although i sorta abused her, she only had a fit with me once. unlike my previous computer.
ok so introspection. i don't know how to write anymore, although i've never really had, but i'd like to think i did. it builds up my self-esteem. i believe i progressed in my life in terms of achieving my goals. i now have money. no sorry, i had money before, but now i can buy things. i can buy things that i want. i can just get my card, swipe it somewhere and they hand me back my shiny baubles. it was a magical thing. i felt my buying muscles growing as i kept swiping. it was addicting, and bad. now, i'm back to where i started. being poor.
I work 7 days a week for two jobs, and due to my status as a non-immigrant worker, my salary is nothing to boast of. i'm paying for loans i acquired from my frenzy of independence and consumer prowess. i have learned my lesson. i stifled back my complaints and carried my load silently. but in my heart the pain is taking root to make me remember.
I'm almost out of it now, and with new grander goals, i have the knowledge from my problems to help me reach it. I'm managing things better and with a steadier hand. i have new friends that help me and a simpler life to lead. I needed to drop a lot of baggage, but I would say things are better.
I'm programming for this software company, and at the same time, helping my friends give birth to a another company. my numbers are looking better and i'm spending my time like it's worth something. So hello friends! i think i'm back. someone welcome me.
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